I don't know if it has happened to you, but in this walk sometimes it feels very overwhelming. That one runs out of strength. It feels like we are giving the last attempts to move forward. As if everything is going wrong. As if everything is against us. As if the universe is against us. 
Well, you are not alone. I have felt this way too, and I assure you that many people, even though they may seem perfect, have also gone through difficult times. What I want to tell you is that this is part of life. As there are good moments there are also difficult moments, but in all of them God has been with you. You have never gone through the valley of the shadow of death alone. God has been there in your silence, in your crying, in your moments of anguish. We have to keep walking towards the goal, keep moving forward in our life. Let us reach the end where we can hear the Father say good and faithful servant. These difficult moments are just that, moments. It is not a chapter of your life and much less a living. Let us continue to walk through the valleys and mountains with our Savior by our side.